Guiltfeeder

I found myself guilty…

Guilty of laziness… Guilty of mistakes… Guilty of Sins… Guilty of selfishness… Guilty of hunger… Guilty of pride…

Guilty of loving someone in my past… ALso guilty of loving someone who can never be mine…

I wasn’t able to do my best as a result my grades were obviously low…

My mind was still not focus… damn it has been a long time already…

Now the question is will I continue to love again…

Or just think to be more directed at more important things like schooling…

I’ll crack… eventually I need some peers…

Anong magagawa ko wala me barkada dun…

Just hours ago I feel so relieve… kahit paano na kakausap ko kakambal ko… at kagabi best friend ko… Hirap nasa malayo kayo hehehe

checking my celphone wala naman importanteng nagtext… Am I hoping for someone to text me… Maybe yes… I am hoping for some persons to text me…

I’m old… yeah old enough to make my own decision…

Yet I still do some foolish shits and go around acting like an immature being…

Oh… nothing really last…my capabilities are slowing disappearing…

WHat will I do…

Maybe sleep and hope to wake with a better tomorrow…

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