Les Miserables
"Don’t mourn for me. This is my destiny." - Gerrard
Yes is it my destiny?…
Don’t you ever forget… don’t you ever forget… I promised to be a good man…
That I no longer belong to the twisted world I created…
Then why do I struggle?
Is this karma for the sins I have committed?
Why do I mourn… Why do his words go round and round my head? I must have learned something… the lesson he told about three years ago is true… That I must stop my foolishness and open my eyes and be wise… Is it crime and punishment, unfortunately does the law allow me to be mercyful?
One of the very first lesson, I knew about this world is in making a decision, one should use his head over his heart… But what happened to that lesson??? Bended by my childish desires… the same desires that brought the pain to my melted heart today…
Blinded by my faith that somewhere and somehow my former bestfriend would see the light… That pride is one of the seven deadly sins… that it was never too late for someone to say sorry…
Well what could I say… I’m a man who… I’m one of those people who seek to find someone they would love… I’m hungry that’s it…
time by time I am seeking for things that I never lost perhaps this is because I never had them and I assumed to have them in the past. To think and to reminise that would be my fault… to think forward that would be another story…
The calm comes after the storm.
No sense? hehehe
