TIMESPIRAL, a little shifted mind
Sunday, October 8th, 2006Kailangan ba ng konting alcohol para lang makapagtala…
Yes… upset ako… galit ako… I feel so fucking shit…
Again it is earlier to write than to say… Also it is easier said than done…
For the past few weeks, I have visions of myself… Sadly I ignored those warnings… It was my fault, my hope and faith that they would be or are good friends of mine… Unfortunately those chances I gave were only wasted… Wasted… Wasted… Wasted…
Nakakainis, dapat nakinig ako kay Ruth 3 years back… dapat nakinig ako sa advice ng aking anak… Bakit nga ba hindi ako nakinig… Dahil umasa ako na may pag-asa pang maging sincere sila…
Dapat di ko kinalimutan un sinabi ni Justin, 3 years back din… Pero anong nangyari, isa na siya sa kanila… Isa na siya sa kanila o napasama na siya sa kanila… sa mga taong wag ko daw kakaibiganin…
So after ilan months na hindi ko sila nakakasama bakit lately kasama ko sila ulet… Getting straight, magdedeny pa ba ako… I wanted to end my fight with Justin… Positive thinking, siguro to keep me away from them… Ngayon the fight has finally ended after more than 2 years… Yeah ended na pero tama nga siya anong sense na magkasundo kami, mukhang nandun pa rin un silent war sa amen… At para dun sa mga kasama namen, I get disappointed almost every now and then, specially nun nabanggit ko c Allen, wala nga ba silang pinagsamahan ni Allen, o ang pagkakaibigan nila kay Allen ay tulad ng kay Hecker…
Going back 3 years ago ulet… Digital LG Quiz… before the contest proper began… I had a little chit-chat with Hecker… And he wanted to win para may money silang pang-ragnarok… Parang ang babaw… pero actually kung iisipin he wanted to win to assure na makakasama niya sila for a longer period of time… So is it moneys that could buy you friends? For me, a companion maybe but a friend no…
sowee tutol, wala na yata un effecto un ininom ko kanina… to be continued na lang may ka-chat me…
